The first three poets took the stage, scoring 23.9, 21.2 and 27.4. Then it was his turn. He shook out his nerves and loped up the aisle, smiling out at the crowd like they were his new best friends, and reciting from memory a rough pentameter:
“Excuse me while I fantasize on my dreams.
Bright light fancy cars and email screams.
People loving and respecting my name,
What I’m searching for, could it be fame.”
He continued to the second part. “Those were simple flows of a 17-year-old,” he said, before transitioning to the second part, a sober reflection of his “five broken hearts” and a friend’s thoughts of suicide. He finished:
“Dear sis,
Please don’t leave me, like Uncle Leo just did.
I promise you, give me five more years,
I’ll achieve some of things we discussed as kids.
He stepped off the stage to snaps and whoops. The judges raised their cards: 6.9, 8.3, 9.5 — a total of 24.7. Respectable.
Mr. Ameen stayed for several more poets, and it became clear he would not advance to the next round. He slipped out at around 11 p.m. Missing the semifinals, he said, didn’t faze him.
“It felt personal, and it felt very honest,” he said, as he pulled on a beanie. He hadn’t gone method. He had just been himself. “A good, good feeling.”